Trending to be more optimistic in the upcoming rest of my life , i d like to state that generally it looks good. My careerpath is going exactly as i planned for it two yrs ago after graduating from my hell of college . I m getting out of egypt as a part of my big plan for life as i always wished. My way of thinking is dramatically improved on many aspects specially religiously. May be my love life is totally screwed right now as i didnt get to turn the love of my life into the partner of my life as i ve been wishing for four long years . But all in all i m getting better on daily basis waiting for the day my heart stop shaking and my fingers tips stop heating everytime something reminds me of that love . My social life is at its top yhat unexpectedly i m planning to shrink it a little bit , a move of which if i had told it to teen me he would have laughed his tears out . May be everyday my travelling become closer , my fear of the unknown future grows bigger and bigger but i inte...